Becoming Undone

The Initiation

January 21, 2023, the day after the initiatory christening of the secret room C offered me, I wrote a line of poetry:

“I recommend one thing: surrender your definition of pleasure.”

In the moment the message was flowing  from me, I didn’t quite know what it meant. And there was lesson number 1. The one I’ll never forget.

It goes like this: Actually, I don’t know anything for certain. Certainty is just a construct that used to make me feel safe, but the reality is, everything is always changing, in every dimension, in every conceivable way.

Knowing that everything is in flux, always, is the foundation of my way of becoming.

Letting go of the static is where it’s at. Letting go of needing it to be the same every day. Letting go of routine as rule. Inviting ritual as the initiator of magick in every space I allow my imagination to craft it.

Let’s dig into this. When you begin to contemplate emotion, which is, I’m sure you’ve heard, ENERGY IN MOTION, something begins to shift, necessarily.

If em…