The first time I truly experienced this was when, during a self-pleasure session, a voice that was not my own said to me "you can do anything you want"
This was part of a massive and life changing shift in my being.
What a powerful experience - I had a similar moment when another entity introduce itself to me/through me in a self pleasure session affirming my creative power. It truly is a force to behold.
Nice job. The visual appearance of your writing and the constant {innovation} with regards to punctuation and format is so original. This mirrors, of course, what you're discussing which is, I wonder, perhaps a challenge to Freud's concept of sublimation. It's not that we should convert desire into art in a traditional form, no, its the idea that the desire and the art are the same thing.
i'm glad you enjoyed Isaac, and thanks for the comment. i do have a fun time using punctuation in creative ways, and i find it especially pertinent in something like this, where it feels like i am crafting a new way to use language. why stick with standard punctuation when it can be used more symbolically, to illustrate the points with more depth?
desire and art are the same thing. YES. and re: challenging Freud - and though i didn't have his philosophy in mind when writing, i do agree that there is no "should" in the realm of alchemizing desire into form. being that it is life force itself, desire has the potential to be the greatest teacher of transformation and creation we have access to.
You were on a roll there, Faye. Great spiritual guide to the mind/body. A concept like that can be delicate and fleeting to hold on to. That's why I can count on my substrate: coffee.
thanks for reading russell. fleeting indeed - yet i am what you call obsessed with knowing these delicate golden threads. and yes, most definitely caffeinated ;)
I love this, Faye! I feel like I came to a similar kind of realization myself in the past few years (but could never articulate or explain it like you do, nor do I have any idea how the fuck to follow through on it). But I also have a question for you. Through the lens of energy consciousness, how would you explain recurring bouts of depression? Is it just overpowering, stagnant energy which refuses to be released? Or a symptom of the dissonance between the 3D world and our 5D sensitivities? Maybe something you could write about in a future post, if you have any experience with it.
this is such a good question Nida, thank you for asking. it is something i've experienced and moved through, so i'm going to simmer on it and will probably write a post (awesome idea, thank you). my initial inclination is it is a combination of things: layers of stagnant energy perpetuated and accumulated through a subconscious energetic pattern of resistance to the life impulse. or in other words, and this would be context dependent, a dissonance in the system - between what you believe about & are allowing yourself to experience (eg it is right/wrong; possible/impossible), and what you are actually experiencing/what wants to come through/the skills you've developed to realize/transmit it (ie how effectively can you/will you communicate your psychic experiences?) after writing this i see there is much more to elaborate on!. i hope this part makes sense. let me know if not and i'll clarity.
and you know how my focus likes to wander. it was a real treat to be in such a focused space for a while. and when it's fun for you, that makes it even better :) thanks for reading Wes
Really enjoyed this Faye - resonates a lot with some of the reading I've been doing on somatic work through Jonny Miller. Also on a separate note - really love the design of your section dividers!
glad you enjoyed Zan. Jonny Miller is a new name to me - will have to take a look at his stuff. and thanks for noticing the section dividers! took me ages to land on this one and i really love it too :)))
There is a lot here. . . My immediate reaction is that the life impulse is to be awake in all senses and to let that awakened state direct the vessel in which it's housed. So much keeps us asleep, especially the names given to us to describe others and ourselves.
What I see with my many senses here is the need for the impulse to break through. If it doesn't, it tears at its bonds and binding. 👏🙏
i couldn't not break it down stephen marshall. the field is alive and i am here to bring it the fuck thru. i shall await further news from your experiments 🖤
The first time I truly experienced this was when, during a self-pleasure session, a voice that was not my own said to me "you can do anything you want"
This was part of a massive and life changing shift in my being.
What a powerful experience - I had a similar moment when another entity introduce itself to me/through me in a self pleasure session affirming my creative power. It truly is a force to behold.
This is amazing!! It resonates so much, thank you for sharing your journey. This is such powerful work and truth. 🌹🌹🌹
and thank you for being here you angel nymph goddess woman
Hi Faye,
Nice job. The visual appearance of your writing and the constant {innovation} with regards to punctuation and format is so original. This mirrors, of course, what you're discussing which is, I wonder, perhaps a challenge to Freud's concept of sublimation. It's not that we should convert desire into art in a traditional form, no, its the idea that the desire and the art are the same thing.
i'm glad you enjoyed Isaac, and thanks for the comment. i do have a fun time using punctuation in creative ways, and i find it especially pertinent in something like this, where it feels like i am crafting a new way to use language. why stick with standard punctuation when it can be used more symbolically, to illustrate the points with more depth?
desire and art are the same thing. YES. and re: challenging Freud - and though i didn't have his philosophy in mind when writing, i do agree that there is no "should" in the realm of alchemizing desire into form. being that it is life force itself, desire has the potential to be the greatest teacher of transformation and creation we have access to.
You were on a roll there, Faye. Great spiritual guide to the mind/body. A concept like that can be delicate and fleeting to hold on to. That's why I can count on my substrate: coffee.
thanks for reading russell. fleeting indeed - yet i am what you call obsessed with knowing these delicate golden threads. and yes, most definitely caffeinated ;)
I love this, Faye! I feel like I came to a similar kind of realization myself in the past few years (but could never articulate or explain it like you do, nor do I have any idea how the fuck to follow through on it). But I also have a question for you. Through the lens of energy consciousness, how would you explain recurring bouts of depression? Is it just overpowering, stagnant energy which refuses to be released? Or a symptom of the dissonance between the 3D world and our 5D sensitivities? Maybe something you could write about in a future post, if you have any experience with it.
this is such a good question Nida, thank you for asking. it is something i've experienced and moved through, so i'm going to simmer on it and will probably write a post (awesome idea, thank you). my initial inclination is it is a combination of things: layers of stagnant energy perpetuated and accumulated through a subconscious energetic pattern of resistance to the life impulse. or in other words, and this would be context dependent, a dissonance in the system - between what you believe about & are allowing yourself to experience (eg it is right/wrong; possible/impossible), and what you are actually experiencing/what wants to come through/the skills you've developed to realize/transmit it (ie how effectively can you/will you communicate your psychic experiences?) after writing this i see there is much more to elaborate on!. i hope this part makes sense. let me know if not and i'll clarity.
Definitely makes sense! I can’t wait to read more, if you decide to write about it. But the resistance to life force really struck a nerve!
Such fun, such focus! Pretty darn good. Thanks
and you know how my focus likes to wander. it was a real treat to be in such a focused space for a while. and when it's fun for you, that makes it even better :) thanks for reading Wes
Merry Christmas Faye.
to you as well :) 💫
thank you so much faye, i needed this!
always lady! i know you know
Really enjoyed this Faye - resonates a lot with some of the reading I've been doing on somatic work through Jonny Miller. Also on a separate note - really love the design of your section dividers!
glad you enjoyed Zan. Jonny Miller is a new name to me - will have to take a look at his stuff. and thanks for noticing the section dividers! took me ages to land on this one and i really love it too :)))
There is a lot here. . . My immediate reaction is that the life impulse is to be awake in all senses and to let that awakened state direct the vessel in which it's housed. So much keeps us asleep, especially the names given to us to describe others and ourselves.
What I see with my many senses here is the need for the impulse to break through. If it doesn't, it tears at its bonds and binding. 👏🙏
wow Jeremy, you are master distiller. i have a lot to learn from you. thank you for this clear and beautiful response
You're welcome. I love what you wrote/write. 😊
Yes! I really resonate with all of this.
glad you're here Liana! 💗
Yes Faye. Yes to this all. I am really resonating with you and I love what you are doing here!
thank you for bringing your magick here Hannah. i'm so grateful to have you
wow you really broke it down. ive been on planes all day - im going back in tmrw - i 🫶🏼 you faye boam!!!
i couldn't not break it down stephen marshall. the field is alive and i am here to bring it the fuck thru. i shall await further news from your experiments 🖤
more more more, i love this so much
yes yes yes there is so much more. i am so happy you love it
my pleasure Freya, i'm so happy you enjoyed it. more to come :)